neomoth

neomoth

@neomoth.dev

21 | Programmer & Game developer | ΘΔ Contact: admin@neomoth.dev website/discord: neomoth.dev

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neomoth
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so i saw that create mod thing with the handle bars or whatever and saw it was open source so i made so you can fling yourself ts just white knuckle in minecraft bro

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

ugh my dad didnt get a SINGLE fucking thing that i put on the shopping list, and i put like literally four things. hes being such a petty asshole. all the stuff he did buy idk how the fuck to make so unless i get someone to send me money or some shit i guess i just fucking starve, thanks asshole

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

ugh my dad didnt get a SINGLE fucking thing that i put on the shopping list, and i put like literally four things. hes being such a petty asshole. all the stuff he did buy idk how the fuck to make so unless i get someone to send me money or some shit i guess i just fucking starve, thanks asshole

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@neomoth.dev

so i found out something turns out, landlords aren't exactly a big fan of subletting. or at least, ours isn't. overheard my dad on a call where he was discussing wanting to kick me out but how he cant legally do that and would need to get the landlord to evict me, which probably wont be free. (1/3)

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he then also mentioned that the landlord knows my uncle is living here, a full adult, but not that hes had to contribute to the rent despite my dad being the only one on the lease, nor that he plans on making me contribute to the rent. mentioned that he might get evicted if landlord found out. (2/3)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

so like lowkey if he starts threatening me with shit instead of letting me move at my own fucking pace and get the kind of job that works for me instead of the kind he wants me to get, and starts taking away shit, or if he actually says hes gonna kick me out, im just gonna snitch on his ass. (3/3)

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he fucking compared me to my mom again. i have told him. so. many. times. never to fucking do that. it is genuinely the most hurtful fucking thing he has ever done and he has done it on several occasions. for reference, my mom, who i am no contact with, is bipolar and schizophrenic (1/2)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

as well as abusive to my dad and to her current partner. most of my issues stem from how she raised me before my dad got custody of me and my sister. it is genuinely the most disrespectful, hurtful thing he can do to compare me to that person. i really just fucking cant anymore.

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

he fucking changed the wifi password because i didnt clean my room enough to satisfy him after giving me only a fucking day to do it. now my website is down and i cant use my fucking computer.

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My dad is such a fucking asshole. He doesn't seem to understand that "high functioning autism" doesn't mean that I'm capable of flipping a switch and no longer having the issues that I have. He doesn't seem to understand how hard it is for me to will myself to do fucking anything. (1/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

My dad is such a fucking asshole. He doesn't seem to understand that "high functioning autism" doesn't mean that I'm capable of flipping a switch and no longer having the issues that I have. He doesn't seem to understand how hard it is for me to will myself to do fucking anything. (1/8)

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he actually loves me at all. I don't know what to do anymore man. I fucking hate living here but I have nowhere else to do. I hate not having a job but I can't fucking get one outside of walking distance because I lack a car or any form of transportation. I'm so fucking tired. (7/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

If anybody has any advice for how to make him ease the fuck up and stop being such a dense piece of shit to where he can't just accept that his expectations for me are unrealistic, or how to handle this shit in general, please I want this shit to end so fucking badly I can't handle much more. (8/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

My dad is such a fucking asshole. He doesn't seem to understand that "high functioning autism" doesn't mean that I'm capable of flipping a switch and no longer having the issues that I have. He doesn't seem to understand how hard it is for me to will myself to do fucking anything. (1/8)

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I have been trying to get some sort of remote job to make ends meet because all he really wants is just for me to get a fucking job so I can contribute to the household but everything he is doing is just making it harder for me to even do that. (5/8)

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@neomoth.dev

I dunno maybe I really am just a lazy piece of shit asshole, cuz that's what he seems to see me as. He gets pissed off when I have mental breakdowns, when I show any sign of being upset at the things he is doing to make my life worse, and not once in the past two years has it felt like (6/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

My dad is such a fucking asshole. He doesn't seem to understand that "high functioning autism" doesn't mean that I'm capable of flipping a switch and no longer having the issues that I have. He doesn't seem to understand how hard it is for me to will myself to do fucking anything. (1/8)

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@neomoth.dev

all sorts of shit because of me dropping out of college, because apparently he can't understand that I simply can't fucking handle college. He already changed the wifi password on me and hes eventually going to stop paying for my phone bill too. (3/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

It's only a matter of time until he kicks me out. He says he does it because he loves me and wants me to do better but to me it comes off as a pissed off parent that his bum fuck child cant meet his standards because he refuses to believe that I am trying my hardest here. (4/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

My dad is such a fucking asshole. He doesn't seem to understand that "high functioning autism" doesn't mean that I'm capable of flipping a switch and no longer having the issues that I have. He doesn't seem to understand how hard it is for me to will myself to do fucking anything. (1/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

He doesn't seem to understand that the job market is fucking atrocious right now and the chances of me getting anything within walking distance are little to none. He wants me to have a job by April 1st. That is in 8 fucking days. He is forcing me to make my room spotless and pushing me to do (2/8)

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

dude i like genuinely need a job so damn bad if anyone knows like anything i could apply for thats remote id love if you can lemme know about it, ideally something with programming. i mostly do c# but im competent enough with javascript to do lile webdev stuff too

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

btw ur welcome to make a nsfw thing if u want just make sure to tag my other account if u do instead of this one thanksies

neomoth
@neomoth.dev

if you dont pull out a controller specifically for controlling vehicles in shit like gta v and cyberpunk, i simply dont believe that you're real. no real person would put up with the horrendous control you have over vehicles on keyboard. you simply need analogue input for that shit

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@neomoth.dev

im sorry but if you unironically use 2 spaces to indent code you're a psychopath, 4 spaces too im sorry its just unruly. one tab character is all you need its literally still whitespace just use tabs im fucking begging