Thanda ✨

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

Anyway, thank you for supporting me over the years, even when I’ve barely been able to create any art lately. I hope that, in the future, I can share more beautiful pieces and silly little animals with you to brighten your days. Thank you all for everything 😊💜

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

I also wanted to write this as a way of apologizing for the times I haven’t replied to your messages or comments, or have let you down in some way. I’m truly sorry. I know I haven’t always handled things the way I should have, but I just didn’t have the energy to do things differently.

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

I once read that you need to be in the right headspace to create art, and I feel like I haven’t been there for a very, very long time. I don’t know how to find my way back. Sometimes, I wish I could at least feel angry or sad about everything I’ve lost, but I just feel nothing.

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

And that’s another thing: I’m making more money than ever, I could never have imagined earning this much when I started, yet somehow I've less and less money. Everything is getting more expensive, everything breaks and costs a fortune to fix, new fees, rising shipping costs... It just never ends.

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

I’m already a very anxious person, but I think not feeling safe in my own home has only made things worse. A lot of times, when I come back from a convention, I just sit in my car because I don’t want to go home. I have to force myself to drive back.

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

Shortly after the covid lockdown, my grandparents’ health began to decline rapidly. Until they eventually passed away, I helped my mother take care of them. Our entire lives revolved around looking after them and organizing our schedules to make sure they were never alone.

Hey, this isn’t going to be easy to write, but I truly believe it’s important to talk openly about mental health and the times when we’re struggling, just as we share our happy moments and success stories. So, over the past 2–3 years it has become increasingly difficult for me to paint or draw.

It’s something that’s been slowly progressing over the years. Lately, even sitting down in front of a paper feels almost impossible. It’s like the part of me that has always made me want to draw and paint, since I was a child, has slowly faded away, and I don't know how to bring it back.

What about Kaepora Gaebora next? 🫣 (Yep, I’m working on a Ocarina of Time collection)

Sketching more horses because I can’t come up with a keychain design I like :D

It’s important to realize that we, the players, are no longer the customers of video game companies. We’re just a source of money. The real customers are the investors, and no matter what, the companies need to keep them happy and show them that their investments are paying off.

The new iPad is here, happy but sad at the same time. It was impossible to fix the old one u_u

So, I definitely need to buy a new iPad. Mine works perfectly but there’s apparently no way to fix the issues with the pencil 🫠 Now I’ve to take 2000€ out of my savings and I honestly don’t know whether I’m more sad or absolutely furious.

And I’m a “successful” artist. I’ve worked for big companies, I’m a professor at an art school, I’ve an online shop that’s doing really well and I travel to cons all over Europe that bring in a lot of money. I live very frugally, and even so, I’m still living pretty much paycheck to paycheck :D

So, I definitely need to buy a new iPad. Mine works perfectly but there’s apparently no way to fix the issues with the pencil 🫠 Now I’ve to take 2000€ out of my savings and I honestly don’t know whether I’m more sad or absolutely furious.

I understand capitalism, just because I understand it doesn’t mean I’m not pissed off that something like this is allowed to happen while we’re constantly being told to recycle and reuse, only for the system to make it impossible because everything is designed to be last as little as possible.