Drake Husky

Drake Husky

@drakehusky.bsky.social

Photographer, car enthusiast, IT Suit by Mixedcandy Standing at the edge, trying not to go over. Header @leggy2fast.art

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Still looking for work in IT hoping something will work out soon. There are many things I would like to do but the income isn't there currently. Really tired of just surviving, would like to be like others and travel and see people.

Brain a buzz, still trying to find IT work things getting tight expenses wise. Have some ideas for work, and I need to research more. Feel like just going out for a late night coffee.

So very tired of survival, just not allowed to be happy or see those who made an impact and spend time with them in person to thank them. Just laying at the edge staring in the dark hoping someone wants to give me a break to be paid for what I'm worth.

Plan B is rough and I feel like I can't do it cause it's school and I don't have the motivation to focus, can't even get through a single certification and don't feel I can do the math for trades. Doing what I was good at and it seems no one wants to pay for it, just have stupid Ai do it.

Just barely hanging on, neck has gone to crap again and survival while I try to find a job. So tired of this game and survival mode. One of those days you wish you had someone to just hold you and swat all the demons away.

Still not ok, just pasting it together lately and like I was little acting like everything was alright when everything was on fire, but that was just a normal day. Bullied, picked on by my own brother and walking on egg shells around my dad.

The brain always wants you to remember the bad, not the good times even if they were little or few in between. I don't know where I'm going anymore, at least I know people are grateful for me.

Feeling used, lost, trying not to focus on the past but it's hard when people treated you shitty and get to move forward. Wishing I had a mentor the last 12+ years instead of just always trial by fire or told I don't have skills even though I know I have them. Motivation has been very low.

Home for the first time in three yrs and things went well. Looking for a job and struggling to find one and my mind just can't focus on study for certifications. Going back to school is an option, but seems daunting for my mind to switch careers. Lots of why am I doin such, but keep moving forward.

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After nearly 5 years of work, and with over 50 volunteers - I am extremely excited to publicly announce the launch of fursuitdancecompetition.info a (WIP) fursuit dance competition archival and statistics aggregation project that was founded by myself and @scarletjanefox.bsky.social 👀@🧵 for info

fursuitdancecompetition.infoHome - Dancerfur DatabaseHey you! Do you like fursuit dance competitions? Do you ever wonder… Even the dancerfur community wanted to know; and thus, our database was born! This website is still a work in progress Some competi...

Can't sleep at all just not knowing what to do on the job front and feeling like I may be completely screwed after putting in 20 years of work. I can only float myself so far to pay the bills.